Well, I'm trying really hard not to be so critical of myself.  I need to relax and when I pray and ask, I need to let God do his thing.  I do need to lose weight and I need to start doing what I know how to do.  It's not going to be easy, but I know I can finally succeed.  I'd like to take a photo without being so sad all the time.  

Lord, please hear my prayer.  

Updates

Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated this blog.  Life has a funny way of getting in the way.  I've come a long way since my last entry.  My life is happy.  Simple, but true.  I'm finally figuring out that life isn't nearly as hard as I've tried to make it.

Getting out my own way and letting God in has helped me get on with it!  Lol!  Too many wasted days and years worrying about things that are out of my control.  Too many wasted days and years making unnecessary trouble for myself.

I'm in prayer about many hopes and dreams.  Finding a love of my own is still a top priority, but I'm leaving that one up to God.  I haven't done very well in love, but I have discovered that if I don't love myself enough, why would someone else?  I've been accepting who I am, what it's taken to get me here and just be.  I'm a good person with a good heart, I'm not so bad to look at, and I am worthy of the love a good man.  I really am.  I just hope it's not too late.  Sigh.....

That's enough for now, I'll be updating more in the coming days.  Today, at this moment, I am ready to take on the world.  There is still so much to do!

New ways of thinking.  I'm always looking for ways to improve or open my mind.  Today I accomplished many tasks that I put off.  Life really is a box of chocolates.

Getting through the day

Made it through another day in peace. Yea!  Just be conscience of "being in the moment" really helps me keep my mind straight.  I concentrate so hard sometimes, I forget that there are other things happening around me.  I've been doing my best to "let go and Let God" and it works!

Now, here's to a good night of sleep.  Good night.

Eye opening

It's wonderful when someone can be open and honest about their feelings.  I am so grateful when someone can let me know how they truly feel.  I appreciate it when I can see myself through someone's eyes.  It helps me to work on being a better listener and a better person.  Growing older doesn't always mean being "grown" up.  Still have a lot to learn, and that's kind of exciting!

God still has so many surprises left in store for me and I'm excited about the possibilities for change.  Grateful.

Grateful

I am so grateful for every breathe I take and every move I make.  I am so grateful to be alive and I have to figure out a way to share it.  Thank you, Lord for this opportunity and I pray for the guidance not waste it.  Amen.

Another Beautiful Day

Again, very grateful to be alive.  My goal this year is to improve my fitness and my weight.  I want to LIVE!  Using my pedometer for my 10,000 steps a day - doing another round of HCG and then who knows!  It's my 50th year of living and I want to be around for a few more.....