Well, I'm trying really hard not to be so critical of myself.  I need to relax and when I pray and ask, I need to let God do his thing.  I do need to lose weight and I need to start doing what I know how to do.  It's not going to be easy, but I know I can finally succeed.  I'd like to take a photo without being so sad all the time.  

Lord, please hear my prayer.